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[Your body doesn't move on its own to block someone from damage if you hate them. You don't go out of your way to pay attention to someone's feelings if you hate them. You don't spend weeks on end training with someone to hone their abilities if you hate them. It's a truth he's had to face over and over.

Only a matter of time before Katsuki has to bend and accept it so he doesn't break by denying it any further. Won't change shit between them, but...]

I know.

[Don't fucking cry, you wuss. You already knew too.]

[ He hoped, you mean. Izuku always wanted that, but years of Katsuki insisting the opposite still sometimes linger.

If it helps, he's TRYING not to cry. Which means his eyes are glassy but not watering.

But he does have to do something to let off the emotional steam, so he gets a knee up on the bed and leans in for a kiss. Cheek if he can't get lips. ]

[Katsuki's merely watching him despite wanting to look anywhere but him. Most of the time he doesn't look when saying something more vulnerable. But sometimes, he'll get the guts up and resolve to face it head on. Like now.

Meaning he sees the glassy eyes. And he sees the attempt Izuku makes towards getting on his bed and leaning in close. Shouldn't let him cause he's fucking injured and shit.

But... he lets him.]

[ He's VERY careful not to jostle Katsuki or put any weight on him, thank you. It's pretty chaste and brief...

And it makes him feel a bit less like he's about to burst into tears after. ]

[He's not made of fucking glass even if he does have injuries! If they weren't in he hospital, he's brazen enough to think they might actually fuck. But since they are...

Katsuki nudges him off with his elbow.]

Off. Lemme finish this.

[Still got some more sushi.]

[ Katsuki said no fucking for a few days so Izuku's not making any passes!!!

That said, he's way more okay with sex in places that sex maybe shouldn't be had than Katsuki, probably. but he does get off immediately. ]

Sorry!

[Yeah, but he also knows how kisses can lead to fucking. Especially mouth to mouth.

Someone would definitely walk in on them mid-fuck if they did it. They can go three days without it, right?]

Uh-huh.

[Just gonna focus on finishing up his food, thanks.]

[ Yeah, remember when Izuku tried to convince Katsuki to have sex with him on the beach, secluded or not? He's definitely...not opposed to risk.

He'd be totally embarrassed if they were caught unless he was in dryad mode though.

He's pretty much done so he'll start tidying up. ]

[He remembers. Plus the flower house to make it acceptable. Yeah, transformed they wouldn't have a single issue, but devil's not out right now, so moot point.

Katsuki finishes his meal and packs the containers so Izuku can handle that.]

[ Izuku will probably change pretty quickly then, since he doesn't want to sleep in the clothes he was running around in. And then...settle on the cot? ]

[Probably the best choice. Katsuki's accepting some sleeping pills because he doesn't want to roll over in the night and wake himself up from the pain. But all in all, he's settled in for sleep.]

[ That probably means he's not long for this world. ]

Kacchan?

[Wow. Don't make his pillow his tombstone.]

Huh?

Did you still want to go on that da - to the gala thing?

[ Or...not. He's, as usual, anxious about things. ]

The gala thing?

[So much for improvements.]

We talked about it last month? [ Though he's not surprised Katsuki forgot, since Izuku assumed from the start it was more a placating agreement than anything important on his end. ]

Are you talking about the charity dinner?

[There've been a lot of events recently, with the festival and shit, not to mention this crap that happened today.

Give his brain a break.]

It's not a big deal, I can find a date or something?

[ But yes, that's what he was talking about. ]

I know you weren't super excited for it or anything to start with.

Uh... I guess so. That means I'm gonna have to find some dress clothes.

[Not really his preference, but if Izuku wants to go, probably better than getting puppy eyes at him.]

[ He's getting sad eyes regardless here, although Izuku's at least giving them to the ceiling instead of Katsuki specifically. ]

I don't mind what you wear.

If it's a formal dinner at a fancy restaurant, I'm not going in a pair of jeans and a fucking t-shirt.

And neither are you.

[Oh yeah, you're getting dressed up too, dammit.]

Um, I was planning to get dressed up. Might ask Jiro-san if she'll take me shopping?

[ He...knows he kinda sucks at fashion. ]

Forget it. I'll fucking dress you up myself.

[Because you suck at fashion!]

But...

[ He totally does. He knows this. And yet Izuku is kind of pouting. ]

Then it's just like going somewhere with my mom or something.

Then bring Earphones with you.

[You're not getting out of this. You can't be trusted to shop for dress clothes by yourself.]

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