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[defendure]

M-more information?!?!

[ To start with. ]

[blondshell]

What information?! The fuck. Do you know how damn embarrassing this is for me?!

[defendure]

L-like - what do you mean always?! You never - what?!?!

[blondshell]

What the fuck do you think I mean? I don't know! It's what it sounds like! It's not that damn weird. What the shit. What's it even matter?

[defendure]

L-like...since high school?

[ Can you tell no one has ever said they liked him before. ]

[blondshell]

I don't wanna fucking talk about this!

(He didn't say LIKE. Just...attracted to!

But listen also he's insecure right now because he felt like this was a lopsided situation.)

Can we just fucking move on already? I have no damn issue with you liking people. (He does. But in a jealous way. Not a biphobic way.)

You wanna flirt and check out other people then what the fuck ever. I can't stop you. Can I go already?

[defendure]

I-I'm not doing either of those things!

[ No, now he is hugging Katsuki around the middle to keep him from leaving. ]

[blondshell]

(AHHUGHGHGH. Katsuki screams and tries to get those arms off of him. He's also not trying that hard and Izuku is super strong??? So it's not like he gets far.)

You literally were just talking about how there's a bunch of attractive people back home, jackass! And you said the other day that you flirt with people!

[defendure]

Even though you're a jerk you're still a people!

[blondshell]

What the fuck does that even mean?!

[defendure]

[ ...No he doesn't want to explain that one....so he's going to bury his face against Katsuki's shoulderblades instead. ]

[blondshell]

(What the goddamn shit is this even. He fumes silently and stops resisting Izuku, huffing.

After a moment, he sighs, rubbing his face.)

You can stop crushing me now.

[defendure]

I don't want you to leave.

[ That comes out muffled. ]

[blondshell]

(He sighs even louder and turns somewhat so that he could rest a hand against the back of Izuku's head, frowning.)

I ain't going anywhere, nerd.

[defendure]

Don't be mad at me.

[ It isn't fair. =( ]

[blondshell]

(He winds up resting his chin on Izuku's head because now he was tall enough to do that.)

I'm not mad.

(He's just...insecure. And trying to deal with feelings without actually dealing with feelings.)

It's just fuckin' awkward, okay? I know if one of our other classmates were here instead of me, you'd probably have no issue about doing it with them the way you're doing it with me to survive. It's just embarrassing because I know I wouldn't be able to say the same. That's all.

[defendure]

[ His grip wasn't crushing but...

Now it's threatening to be. He grips Katsuki tighter at the mention of other people. ]

Y-you can't.

[blondshell]

Nngh- the fuck.

(He grimaces, but not entirely out of pain. Mostly surprise.)

The hell you saying?

[defendure]

E-ven to survive you can't ever...

[ Izuku is still hiding his face. ]

W-we agreed to just have it be us. Didn't we?

[blondshell]

(...Katsuki crinkles his nose up because what. Deku.)

Tch. Haven't you been listening? I already said I don't find anyone but you attractive.

(He rolls his eyes but winds up wrapping an arm around Izuku's waist.)

[defendure]

J-just because I see someone as attractive doesn't mean I...I want...anything...

[ He feels like if he lets go Katsuki might disappear...anxiety. ]

[blondshell]

I guess.

(He knew this REALISTICALLY.)

Listen, you don't get it, okay? It's not a big deal. We're just wired differently.

(One day Izuku might actually want those people he's attracted to and he'd be in his right to. It's not like they're dating. They promised to do this sex thing for the benefit of Izuku's feeding cycle. Katsuki wasn't dumb. He wasn't going to trick himself into thinking this was something more than that.)

I'm a means to an end and anyone you find attractive could take my place. It's just how it is. So. (He's...! Not bitter or anything!)

[defendure]

S-stop...saying things like that. Y-you're. You're the one who asked me to...you wanted us to...

[ OK he is now crying, because he's Izuku Midoriya and he can't help himself.

He is letting go to scrub at his face though. ]

[blondshell]

(Oh shit. Now he feels a flicker of guilt and a bit of shame too because Izuku was right. He was the one who suggested this in the first place. But it was to save Izuku. Because Izuku would have starved to death otherwise. Then again the sex thing...That was a choice he had made too.)

Don't cry. I'm just-. (Trying to avoid heartbreak??? He can't say that.)

C'mon, Deku. (He tries to reach out to Izuku, one hand going to his shoulder. Please go back to holding him...!)

I'm sorry.

[defendure]

I-I don't get why you keep s-saying I'll s-sleep with anyone j-just because I think p-people look attractive? T-that's not - w-why do you think I'm so - ?

[ He's not even sure. Slutty? It feels kind of weird to be told the second he says someone is attractive that he's going to go sleep with them instead. ]

I-I'm not "wired" like you keep saying.

[ If he was, he'd be sleeping with half the game. They're very attractive people around these parts? But he's obsessing over Katsuki instead for a reason. ]